HELENA
This is how aunt Felja christened you
in honor of one too pretty of a gal
having ignored your mother's wish
mother had instructed to name you Hanna
and called you so for one more day
you wept over it
you were looking at your father-in-law
while cutting ham and
thinking about your child
lest it is born as red-headed as him
and it was born a red-head
you wept over it
a priest talked to you in sacristy
asking you what Juzik was good for
but you made a two-village wedding
and when Juzik was coming home drunk
you wept over it
you walked through the town
and imagined yourself living on high ground
and when you got your apartment
on the ground floor
you wept over it
once a bus carrying people up the hill
broke down
and when you got off to give it
a nudge from behind the bus slid downhill
and folded you like a piece of paper
you got up then and off you went
to sing for the deceased
do you remember that young girl who sat
under the shrub and kept sitting there
until she was dead
you looked at her
and you wept over it
one day I asked you and you said
you didn't like joy
you'd rather sit down and cry
then you sat down and wept over it
MENTIONS IN THE MEDIA:
journalby.com / Olga Bubich:
Fears, Boredom and Children "Genitive Case"
The newspaper "Culture" / Daria Amialkovich:
About the real and imagined family